Mareyuez

Was a freshman in high school. I was young. And new to being in a relationship. My first boyfriend. My first kiss. I have never been shown love. Or know how to love. Not even from family. Parents are not the best role models for learning what love is. But I had read stories and seen movies. And I always wanted a love like that. Someone I can be devoted to.
Although, I am shy, an introvert, and sweet. But quiet and kept a shell around me because my confidence was beginning to decline. I’ll try my very hardest. The best I can. But I was young. And I was learning what love is and what it can be.
Weeks passed, I gave you my heart. The love I gave was only yours. I remained loyal and faithful to you. Only to find out you weren’t. But being young. I stayed. Maybe I was being hopeful or naive. Maybe if I changed something about myself you would choose me.
Our relationship ended. I cried. My heart broke in two. I suppose I wasn’t enough. I didn’t make you happy enough….